still waiting for the rain

she is calling me.....
she was callin me
again n again
i resisted it....
but...
nw i am trying 2 resist it....
i waz loosing my grip..........
i was so tierd..
as if i had a long journey...
thugh my journey was so short..
as short as the wink of an eye......
nw she waz more beautiful....
there were fire in her eyse....
she waz smiling at me...
there were white flowers in her hand
n they had dew drops on them
my hands were shivering,
i was feeling cold,
my heart was crying,
and my mind was laughing
i bosted, no1 could defeat me
but now, i was accepting my defeat
like a helpless child
i was accepting it
nw i am prepared for it
i know there was mistakes
but without it i was not me...
my eyes were drooping
i was feeling sleepy...
she was still smiling at me...
i was slowly moving towards her
i never knew what was pulling me towards her
nw i was feeling so sleepy..
i couldnt open my eyes,
vat i saw last was her smile
now i could only feel somehting
i never knew vat they were...
felt like it was raining..
yes, it was raining
i wanted to run, dance
i always loved rain,,,
but this was somethin different...
it was so cold...
n i couldnt move no more...
slowly, the fragrance of those white floweres,
they were wrapping me up....
i cant enjoy any mor...
m falling asleep...
but i never vanted to....
i never....
but nw i am accepting it...
i knew once i had to......
i knew...........